Literature
Phase 5: The Surviving
Torture 4: Survivor
Written 2003
Warm water bath, trickling pleasure,
Flooding danger,
Eyes wide,
Running from the darkness.
Small moments:
Washing dishes,
Taking a shower,
Getting dressed,
Hugs
No! Painful reminder
Each touch a fist a cigarette burning
Love a rainbow cartoon
Fighting against white hot horror
Slowly the continents move
The sun's fuel burns down
Rage
Death
Shame
You are there in my nightmares.
But she holds me with gentle love
Beauty in soft voices
Close listening
Waiting silences.
Dreams re-appear
But the feeling of being watched
?
Truth becomes a round edged puzzle to be shared
Isolati